Yesterday

So yesterday I was sick, and I went straight home from work to sleep.  It felt good to lay in bed and not feel guilty for not picking up my daughter first from daycare.  Sometimes we need those moments to ourselves, for our own mental and physical wellness.  In the past, I would have never thought about leaving my daughter in daycare if I was going to be home, but working past feelings of guilt in everything I do has been positive. I know it's okay for me to take a break at times because I hardly get a time out for myself.  I have let guilt dictate my life, a large part of that came from my mom.  I love my mom, she is a wonderful woman, so strong and a big blessing in my life, but the things she'd tell me at times growing up.  I won't blame her completely, I have to hold myself accountable now that I'm no longer a child, which is why I have had to retrain myself :).  Still a work in progress but I'll get there.